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didnt go to alt prom...didnt chill with evan...went out with jess on friday and had a blast as usual.we went bowling where a bunch of like 6 year olds were staring at us then totally beat our asses.then walked to friendly's where our waitress totally forgot about us and it was really cold.
i cired 3 times this weekend...yesterday i could hardly take a shower because my body wash smells like evan and i cried whenever i looked at it and then when i realized i had to use it i cried the whole time because i really dont see a future with us if he doesnt even talk to me anymore.i know i told him that i will never be able to fully trust or love a guy cuz of my father,but i may have been wrong.i have been cryong for 2 months over him....a boy..the one thing i said i'd never do...(b/c chris but that was a totally different story)...this is what andrea gets for turning me into a girl..an emotional basketcase.and in case all of u were wondering yes i did cut myself but only once and not that badly so dont be mean.
ms.g...i would have come by but i totally forgot what room u said u were in and it was really hot so i didnt feel like wondering the school...if ur there at all this week just tell me when and where and i'll come in
i cired 3 times this weekend...yesterday i could hardly take a shower because my body wash smells like evan and i cried whenever i looked at it and then when i realized i had to use it i cried the whole time because i really dont see a future with us if he doesnt even talk to me anymore.i know i told him that i will never be able to fully trust or love a guy cuz of my father,but i may have been wrong.i have been cryong for 2 months over him....a boy..the one thing i said i'd never do...(b/c chris but that was a totally different story)...this is what andrea gets for turning me into a girl..an emotional basketcase.and in case all of u were wondering yes i did cut myself but only once and not that badly so dont be mean.
ms.g...i would have come by but i totally forgot what room u said u were in and it was really hot so i didnt feel like wondering the school...if ur there at all this week just tell me when and where and i'll come in