"kittens are tasty"
wow...my ass and spine hurt cuz maura's dog like ran and jumped on me and freakin knocked me over into a couch.
last night was a sight for sore eyes.i cried for the first time in about 2 months.and it wanst even a worthy cry.it was over my dad being a fucking ass hole and not doing anything for me for 16 years.i really wanted to cut myself but i held back.i'm happy i have some self control now.i was like bugging out at my mom then the guy said on the radio "kittens are tasty" and i started laughing to no end.it made my night.then i went into my room and wrote in my real journal.
i had the right to cry for some of it.i feel alone,even in a room of peopl ei know i still feel alone.i feel like i dont have friends anymore,the people i used to chill with every single weekend i dont even talk to anymore,no more than "hi" in the halls.my mom isnt home till like 545 most days and my dada hasnt been there-ever so i have the right to feel alone.esp during the week.i sit upstairs and do homework all night waiting for someone to call me.
i dont want ur pity...if u didnt call me before dont start calling me now..it only makes the knife go deeper..trust me..dont test me
last night was a sight for sore eyes.i cried for the first time in about 2 months.and it wanst even a worthy cry.it was over my dad being a fucking ass hole and not doing anything for me for 16 years.i really wanted to cut myself but i held back.i'm happy i have some self control now.i was like bugging out at my mom then the guy said on the radio "kittens are tasty" and i started laughing to no end.it made my night.then i went into my room and wrote in my real journal.
i had the right to cry for some of it.i feel alone,even in a room of peopl ei know i still feel alone.i feel like i dont have friends anymore,the people i used to chill with every single weekend i dont even talk to anymore,no more than "hi" in the halls.my mom isnt home till like 545 most days and my dada hasnt been there-ever so i have the right to feel alone.esp during the week.i sit upstairs and do homework all night waiting for someone to call me.
i dont want ur pity...if u didnt call me before dont start calling me now..it only makes the knife go deeper..trust me..dont test me