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I feel like my heart has been yanked out of my chest, and I have every right to feel that way, right? I mean, I went almost two days without hearing from Jason. His phone had been off the whole time. And when I finally get a hold of him, he's been at his friend's house and his phone was about to go dead.
I fucking worried for fucking two days about where he was and what he was doing. This is exactly how it was the last two times he broke up with me, and out of nowhere he breaks up with me, and I find out he's with someone else. That's why I've been so worried. And then when I talk to him for a shitty 20 seconds, he acts like talking to me is the last thing he wants to do. And then I get a half-assed "Love you" when we get off the phone.
Apparently he doesn't care anymore. If so, he should have at least made some attempt to contact me AFTER I'VE BEEN WORRYING AND CRYING MY ASS OFF FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS.
I don't understand why is has to be that things go great and then all of a sudden fall apart. What have I done to deserve all the pain that I'm having to go through.
I should give up, but my relationship with Jason is the only thing left I have to cherish, and I love him so much.
I fucking worried for fucking two days about where he was and what he was doing. This is exactly how it was the last two times he broke up with me, and out of nowhere he breaks up with me, and I find out he's with someone else. That's why I've been so worried. And then when I talk to him for a shitty 20 seconds, he acts like talking to me is the last thing he wants to do. And then I get a half-assed "Love you" when we get off the phone.
Apparently he doesn't care anymore. If so, he should have at least made some attempt to contact me AFTER I'VE BEEN WORRYING AND CRYING MY ASS OFF FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS.
I don't understand why is has to be that things go great and then all of a sudden fall apart. What have I done to deserve all the pain that I'm having to go through.
I should give up, but my relationship with Jason is the only thing left I have to cherish, and I love him so much.