i met her on a saturday or a friday i cant remember.
i only kept on thinking why is ths girl picking
me up and she doesnt even know me?
i know julie said she was cool, and we had connected
online when we had talked a few times, so i wasnt
worried. turns out she was cool as anything. She and
i formed a bond those few weeks she was here on break.
Not only did she pick me up like everyday over break, but
she was my best friend while she was here. WE talked shit.
we smoked in the car because we were the only ones that didnt
care. at chris's one night everybody else wanted to go to this
show and instead we went to chirs's brother's house and
i got shit face drunk playing against her and chris in
beer pong. She drove me home everynight i was drunk. and
every night i wasnt. she didnt care where she had to go
or what she had to do, she went out of her way for me.
and that makes me feel so incredibly amazing beyond words.
i have never had a person much less a friend
do as much for me over that short of a time period.
in a week she had hungout with me more than my regualr
frinds do in a year. we liked the same kinds of music
and she made me feel content with the world.
I didnt have to hide anything or pretend to be
someone i wasnt when i was with her and i hope
she didnt have to around me either.
i would do anything for her. And i hope
she knows that. i left the house wihtout
telling my dad while i had my lisence taken away
to pick her up when she was being retarded and walking
down the street. that is the only thing i have been
able to do to remotely pay her back for all the
amazing things she has done for me nad given me
in my life.
i still love her very very much and
i wish she would come home to me and her
friends that lover her so much more than
she knows regardless of what she does
or what she thinks, we love her and think
of her always.
i love you very much.