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tonight was much fun.

i;m glad i spent it with fag, but i really hop eshe doesnt throw
up later cause that would make me feel really really bad.

and leonardos was fun bu thte waitrsess was kinda bitchy.

kroger. yeah never been but twice. for heavy whipping cream.

wore my old clothes today and felt good not having to wear something

and be somehting i;m not at my moms house.

saw my little sister last ngiht at the moms for

birthday dinner. it was ok. a little awkward.

my nana and grandpa were there adn my nana would nto shut up about

me not visiting her enough or calling her enough.

it made me feel really bad actually.

and i dressed nice so my mom woul;dnt think i was a failure

and she still told me she didnt liek my shirt.

for real fuck her. my step dad was nice. for a change.

and actaulyl talked abotu like permiscuous sex and alcohol.

haha it was good to see him loosen up for the first time.ever.

my room has been turned into an office at my moms. my sister sits

at my old desk with a picture of me and does her homework there.

i cried in the bathroom. i think my mom knew. ut she didnt say so.

i had cheesecake and peach ice cream for desert. and i felt really fat.

my dad gave me 200 dollars for my season pass. that was nice. and

my friends in SCA gave me a toy suit of armor and a plastic battle ax with a birthday boy sign.

thank you. little gift mean alot.

thanks to all those who put up with my shit today. everyday.

birthday night was the best part.

birthday day was ok.

i dont worry about it.

i like being content.

peace love and destroy everything.

clayton