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hung out with mr. john gammon tonight
and it was actually a pretty good time.
i was supposed to stay wed to sun
with my friend paul and turns out thurs night i call my dad
and he thought he had a haert attack on wed
while he was packing to go to hilton head with
his friends and it was actually some really bad
digestive thing, but hes ok, just a little scared.
We have a history of heart disease in the family
so it really freaked him out. He was in the hospital
all day wed and now hes home but is supposed to
take it easy for a while beacuse of some
of the test they ran on him at the hospital.
It fucking scared the shit out of me.
I dont know what i;d do without my dad.
i;d have to live at my moms and i dunno
i just cant describe that feeling.
i think it really scared him too.
i went to the starting line show
on wed at alleykatz. I met quite a
few new peoples. it was a good time
even though the show wasnt that great.
I skipped most of the day wed before the show and
chilled with mandi, went to fantastic thrift
and galaxy and then drank beer and watched
lock stock and two smoking barrels.
it was a good day.
I got my report card today
1 A
3 C's
1 D
1 F
fucking rediculous.
i told my dad i didnt get it so i
could have the weekend to chill
before my ass is grounded.
tonight my fucking zipper broke
on the only pair of jeans i wear.
ever.
what the fuck.
i thought about brooks alot this week
but didnt cry.
cody and wyatt and stevie all
brokedown at school and cried and stuff.
i wanted to cry but i just couldnt you know?
I havent been sleeping good
pauls other bed was ok but
i tend to think about stuff
while layingin bed alot.
I've decided what tattoo i;m getting
a big loxer case "b" on my left forearm
inbetween my elbow and my wrist
in the inside of my forearm.
in white ink
with black outlining.
thats it.
i cant wait. when december comes
its fucking happening
even if my dad gets pissed
whats he gonna do?
take away a lisence i dont have?
i miss brooks
i miss julie
i miss my sister
fuck my mom
fuck school
fuck grades
fuck everybody's expectaions
fuck worrying about it
fuck all the small stuff.
music:
red house painters "have you forgotten"
clayton
and it was actually a pretty good time.
i was supposed to stay wed to sun
with my friend paul and turns out thurs night i call my dad
and he thought he had a haert attack on wed
while he was packing to go to hilton head with
his friends and it was actually some really bad
digestive thing, but hes ok, just a little scared.
We have a history of heart disease in the family
so it really freaked him out. He was in the hospital
all day wed and now hes home but is supposed to
take it easy for a while beacuse of some
of the test they ran on him at the hospital.
It fucking scared the shit out of me.
I dont know what i;d do without my dad.
i;d have to live at my moms and i dunno
i just cant describe that feeling.
i think it really scared him too.
i went to the starting line show
on wed at alleykatz. I met quite a
few new peoples. it was a good time
even though the show wasnt that great.
I skipped most of the day wed before the show and
chilled with mandi, went to fantastic thrift
and galaxy and then drank beer and watched
lock stock and two smoking barrels.
it was a good day.
I got my report card today
1 A
3 C's
1 D
1 F
fucking rediculous.
i told my dad i didnt get it so i
could have the weekend to chill
before my ass is grounded.
tonight my fucking zipper broke
on the only pair of jeans i wear.
ever.
what the fuck.
i thought about brooks alot this week
but didnt cry.
cody and wyatt and stevie all
brokedown at school and cried and stuff.
i wanted to cry but i just couldnt you know?
I havent been sleeping good
pauls other bed was ok but
i tend to think about stuff
while layingin bed alot.
I've decided what tattoo i;m getting
a big loxer case "b" on my left forearm
inbetween my elbow and my wrist
in the inside of my forearm.
in white ink
with black outlining.
thats it.
i cant wait. when december comes
its fucking happening
even if my dad gets pissed
whats he gonna do?
take away a lisence i dont have?
i miss brooks
i miss julie
i miss my sister
fuck my mom
fuck school
fuck grades
fuck everybody's expectaions
fuck worrying about it
fuck all the small stuff.
music:
red house painters "have you forgotten"
clayton