nobody cares

Sep 18, 2005 22:41

Life is crazy,

My mom's in Mexico...my dad's in Canada...my sister is staying with a friend...and I'm kinda alone at home

This past week I've been so sick...and to top it off that whole thing with my uncle happened...and I missed a lot of school...and now I'm so behind that I feel like hiding under a rock and not breathing. I'm so lost in Chem. It's insane...and pre-calc is another story.

I've been so broken lately. But hey, what can you do, life is life.
I'm so used to staying after school every single day for some kind of extra-curricular activity...speech and debate...rhema...sga...etc...and for the past week I've stayed for nothing...I usually live at c-shop and I haven't been to any worship practices or drama practices or outreach projects or anything...and everyone from FACE thought I died or something because I'm usually so freaking involved with everything and I haven't been. I've kinda drifted away for a while..

Without God I'd probably be crying myself to sleep right now...who knows...but God is so amazing and I'm so glad I don't have to get through all this alone... + Amy F and Eleanor have been incredible friends...I would be so depressed if it weren't for them...I don't know how to thank them for all they have done.

Wed I stayed with Elle, and Friday we went to Amy2's party, and Friday night was awesome at Amy F's house. I had so much fun...esp. when Eleanor Gina and I played pool basketball against Jon and Alex...it was hilarious. I've been living with Amy for the weekend...and I love her. She's so sweet...and her family has literally treated me like a daughter.
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