A quiet dissatisfaction
I have not been around/available much, to the point that I've hardly even been skimming LJ.
x. Work is...meh. We're about to start a whole overhaul of the program and policies to address some issues, and I want to be enthused and charged about it but at the same time, I'm tired. We switched to our current rolling admissions style about 2 years ago and since then we haven't gotten a break from the program. We always have between 2-6 classes in session while recruiting for another 2-4. I feel like I'm burning out on the program simply because we're just go-go-going all the time.
x. I'm adjusting to some new meds and it's annoying because by the time 6:30PM hits I'm pretty much useless. It's like I'm trying to think through cotton, and I'm tired in an unnaturally-induced-by-meds kind of way. I've cut down the dosage of one medication for the last two nights and I'm hoping that will help.
x. Stuff for 14Valentines is all over the place and I will be scrambling like a maniac (if I even have the energy to scramble) to get things finished and posted each night. *hands*
x. I have this massive wooden desk at work, with a shelf underneath, and sometimes I am tempted to curl up a la George from Seinfeld. Just to see if I can get away with it. I think my giggles would give me away.
x. Also, even my random and infrequent skimming of LJ in the last week has made it clear that a lot of people seem to be having a rough time of it lately. I hate seeing that. I much prefer when we're all synced up with happiness and good stuff, not soul-crushing suckiness.
x. For a laugh, I share with you a link that amand_r sent me. It's that old Snickers commercial with the guy and the pretty-pretty-dancing-panda! HEEEEEEEEE.
x. Work is...meh. We're about to start a whole overhaul of the program and policies to address some issues, and I want to be enthused and charged about it but at the same time, I'm tired. We switched to our current rolling admissions style about 2 years ago and since then we haven't gotten a break from the program. We always have between 2-6 classes in session while recruiting for another 2-4. I feel like I'm burning out on the program simply because we're just go-go-going all the time.
x. I'm adjusting to some new meds and it's annoying because by the time 6:30PM hits I'm pretty much useless. It's like I'm trying to think through cotton, and I'm tired in an unnaturally-induced-by-meds kind of way. I've cut down the dosage of one medication for the last two nights and I'm hoping that will help.
x. Stuff for 14Valentines is all over the place and I will be scrambling like a maniac (if I even have the energy to scramble) to get things finished and posted each night. *hands*
x. I have this massive wooden desk at work, with a shelf underneath, and sometimes I am tempted to curl up a la George from Seinfeld. Just to see if I can get away with it. I think my giggles would give me away.
x. Also, even my random and infrequent skimming of LJ in the last week has made it clear that a lot of people seem to be having a rough time of it lately. I hate seeing that. I much prefer when we're all synced up with happiness and good stuff, not soul-crushing suckiness.
x. For a laugh, I share with you a link that amand_r sent me. It's that old Snickers commercial with the guy and the pretty-pretty-dancing-panda! HEEEEEEEEE.