last updated 60 weeks ago? hah...take this livejournal!
This feels a bit strange, but I'll give it a shot anyway. It's 1 am and I'm usually fast asleep by now. The girl is content and sleeping like a log in my bed. =) It certainly does make me smile. I can't remember the last time i wrote anything, even on paper. Words aren't pouring out of me like they used to and i feel full with emotions that i can't release.
On a general note, I'm doing better than i ever have. I'm working, being a good girlfriend, managing responsibilities, and most importantly not being impulsive. I suppose it really is wonderful being able to have control over myself in many different ways. I'm not hurting anyone around me, and i have a sense of pride...one that isn't superficial.
!!!!!!!!!!
I drank way too much caffeine...argh i just want to sleep. Instead, I'm going to watch endless episodes of Futurama and Invader Zim..because its calming.
that wasn't so bad, maybe i will write more often.
On a general note, I'm doing better than i ever have. I'm working, being a good girlfriend, managing responsibilities, and most importantly not being impulsive. I suppose it really is wonderful being able to have control over myself in many different ways. I'm not hurting anyone around me, and i have a sense of pride...one that isn't superficial.
!!!!!!!!!!
I drank way too much caffeine...argh i just want to sleep. Instead, I'm going to watch endless episodes of Futurama and Invader Zim..because its calming.
that wasn't so bad, maybe i will write more often.