i promise i wont be so cryptic next time.
she has this way of making me feel strong. i can hold up under all of this because she said i can. i've always needed someone to tell me it will be okay, and you can do it. that keeps me going....she has faith in me and faith in my ability to take care of myself.
she makes me feel like i could live with my body just the way it is, forever. but she doesnt make me feel like i HAVE to. it isnt held against me in any sense and i'm free to be myself. if we don't have ourselves how can we have eachother? that's how you know that something like this is going to work, is going to be okay.
in other news...
well, there isnt any other news right now because i'm too tired to type it. i think i may have a stomach bug or something. i'm going to go lay in my bed..but its going to feel so empty...
she makes me feel like i could live with my body just the way it is, forever. but she doesnt make me feel like i HAVE to. it isnt held against me in any sense and i'm free to be myself. if we don't have ourselves how can we have eachother? that's how you know that something like this is going to work, is going to be okay.
in other news...
well, there isnt any other news right now because i'm too tired to type it. i think i may have a stomach bug or something. i'm going to go lay in my bed..but its going to feel so empty...