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i have to fucking vent so you dont have to read this..its just me complaining... i fucking hate my moms boyfriend hes so fat and skin cancerous lol seriously i hate it when my moms not here, all brian does when shes gone is drink and yell and act like a fucking fucker. my mom is gonna be gone till freakying thursday night, and brian is gonna be here till tuesday night and wednesday he isnt gonna be home so its just gonna be like just us kids PaRtY haha no but still no fucking parent is good enough, i cant wait till friday cuz then im going to hampshire wit megan (and my mom and brian) but were never gonna be in the room so i dont have to deal with brians fucking shitt.. just like a few seconds ago i asked him to wake me up in the morning becuase i dont wake up with alarms and he was like well i tell u what i will take u to school tommoorrow and i was like ok wake me up at 6 30 and he was like well cant u wake urself up and i was like well first off im not gonna magically wake up at 6 30 on the dot.. and i was like im not gonna wake up in the morning if im not woken up and he was like well then i guess u will get a detention and i was like why would i get a detention and he was like because of missing school and i was like are u freaking kidding me ur gonna let me miss school or get a detention because u dont want to wake ur precious ass up at 6 30 just to wake me up and he grrr is such a fatass lazy fucker and i hope he does have a heartattack or die from the skin cancer he has ( i know that sounds really mean and unheartless but u have no clue how fucking bad he is and how much he pisses me and my brother off everytime my mom is out of town) i seriously heard him talking to my mom one time telling her that it would be in my best interest to go live with my dad..first off like he fucking knows my best interest.. and second off no one should be able to live with my fucking dad ,and if i fucking went to go live with my dad,i wouldnt be able to i couldnt do it i would rather fucking do anything else then live with him and his family.. he shouldnt be able to have a family........ i wish my mom and brian would break up but i dont want to leave here cuz i have such good friends that i love and im glad im friends with them but if i didnt have to leave here i would be so happy to have him out of my life ...

im sorry for the bitching and complaing but i needed to vent and that is what this is for ....oh and if im not in school tomorrow its cuz brian didnt wake me up and i am still sleeping..

Tracie