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ugh...i dont know what im feeling anymore. like i dont know what to feel or if im feeling it or why. or if its allowed? is that stupid? its like....think about all the things that have happened in my life, all the things that make me who i am and i wonder if they were good or not. if me experienceing all thses little boys and not being able to make my mind up was a good thing or a bad thing. its like...i know everything in life is a question...but why cant i ever get a statement. telling me what to do baout what situtaion, i would releave stress. major. (i feel like im pulling a JORDAN by all this life talk) i love u kid!
anyway...
anyway...