NEW JOB TODAY WOOT WOOT!
hey bitches! today i started my new job! it was amazing. i have been doin the whole "waitress" thing for a while and i thought that that was what i wanted to continue doing... but im not a waitress any more lol. i work for a mortgage company... you know those people, who call you and you usually say "look im not FUCKING INTERESTED stop calling" or u dont even pick up... well guess what~! THATS ME! im a tellemarketor for a mortgage company. i have a salary of 250 a week. but 10 dollars for every "lead" i get which means in lamens terms... everyone who will give me the time of day (or more than 30 seconds before they click on me) i get 10 bucks for. i have the best hours for a full time job i work 11:30am-7:30 pm so i dont wake up TOO early and i dont waste and entire night at work... its GREAT and i get to work with eryca which is even greater cuz shes fucking adorable. lol.
anyways in more news...
me and frankie are better i suppose. i finally snapped. i finally let him have it and know the entire truth. i love him SO MUCH and i would do n e thing to help him but i really cant continue to try to help someone who doesnt want help... its a waste of my time and slowly it took a very dramatic and degrading toll on MY OWN life. i cant handle it. i cant handle his "trap or die im a gangster boo nigga hollatchurboi lets smoke a blunt every 5 seconds even though we have no money whatsoever and were hungry" attitude lol... thats the gist of it anyways. he has such heart, and hes such a great guy. he just needs direction but u know u can lead a horse to water but u cant make him drink. so we talked for a while, and i gave him a week to straiten up, or im out. and since then he has shaved his face and bought himself a couple collared shirts... he smells good as fuck now :) and hes sorta ditched the tall tees. ( ugh i fucking hate boys that wear tall tee's.... come one why wear something 8 sizes too big!) so hes tryin... for me :) because he loves me:)
but
that doesnt make shit easier seeing as mike is still on my mind from time to time...
but im workin on gettin over that
some people say that if something is worth the wait... wait forever. but i disagree...
something might be worth the wait...
but if they are making u miserable waiting, and they know it. they cant POSSIBLY love you.
so im learning.
i dont want to love him any more... i really dont.
i wish he NEVER crossed my mind...
but some things are out of your control you know?
anyways, i have court wednesday for the whole possesion charge. im hopin they wont put me on probabtion because thats a sure fire way to get me locked up. im not a weed head or an addict or n e of that, but marijuanna isnt even a fucking drug... its just fun. and its far less dangerous than drinking urself away u know? so wish me luck pplz.
(not that i need it cuz i have the most amazing top notch attorney thanks to a certain son of the mayor lol)
i guess thats it for now..
im in school and should possibly be doing somehting productive.
BUT
if u havnt added my myspace add me
myspace.com/rxqueen420x
lol OLD SCHOOL PIC! but not THAT old school lol
gotta love it
anyways in more news...
me and frankie are better i suppose. i finally snapped. i finally let him have it and know the entire truth. i love him SO MUCH and i would do n e thing to help him but i really cant continue to try to help someone who doesnt want help... its a waste of my time and slowly it took a very dramatic and degrading toll on MY OWN life. i cant handle it. i cant handle his "trap or die im a gangster boo nigga hollatchurboi lets smoke a blunt every 5 seconds even though we have no money whatsoever and were hungry" attitude lol... thats the gist of it anyways. he has such heart, and hes such a great guy. he just needs direction but u know u can lead a horse to water but u cant make him drink. so we talked for a while, and i gave him a week to straiten up, or im out. and since then he has shaved his face and bought himself a couple collared shirts... he smells good as fuck now :) and hes sorta ditched the tall tees. ( ugh i fucking hate boys that wear tall tee's.... come one why wear something 8 sizes too big!) so hes tryin... for me :) because he loves me:)
but
that doesnt make shit easier seeing as mike is still on my mind from time to time...
but im workin on gettin over that
some people say that if something is worth the wait... wait forever. but i disagree...
something might be worth the wait...
but if they are making u miserable waiting, and they know it. they cant POSSIBLY love you.
so im learning.
i dont want to love him any more... i really dont.
i wish he NEVER crossed my mind...
but some things are out of your control you know?
anyways, i have court wednesday for the whole possesion charge. im hopin they wont put me on probabtion because thats a sure fire way to get me locked up. im not a weed head or an addict or n e of that, but marijuanna isnt even a fucking drug... its just fun. and its far less dangerous than drinking urself away u know? so wish me luck pplz.
(not that i need it cuz i have the most amazing top notch attorney thanks to a certain son of the mayor lol)
i guess thats it for now..
im in school and should possibly be doing somehting productive.
BUT
if u havnt added my myspace add me
myspace.com/rxqueen420x
lol OLD SCHOOL PIC! but not THAT old school lol
gotta love it