the ruins
I tried to break up with annie after i realized she viewed our relationship as a burden(Isawitasablessing)I could spend many peaceful fun nights with her away from my continually immature friends.
I told her I knew many girls who I was willing to pursue. Many great golden hordes waiting to be discovered.
I believed she had something to do with something bigger.(this was paranoia)
she wouldnt let me go, she suddenly became obsessed with me, and I had no choice but to hold on. (i wanted to)
besides who wouldn't want to be with such a beautiful and pure girl. I was looking for a heart of gold, but I think I found it. I think I did.
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the cure was amazing. Especially when they played songs off of disintegration.