Oct 23, 2008 11:26
They took a blood test at the franciscan hospital st clares. Then they put some salt water in a tube over the Iv they gave me. It took awhile but eventually they came back. mostly all of the employees were females. OR WITCHES! jk Im a feminist.
I went away in a blue ambulance and was taken to Pierce County human services. They took me up to a suspended area where mental patients are taken to Be observed. I was locked in there alll fuckin day. Everyone looked like someone I knew. I met an old lady named Susan, she looked like my neighbor. I met a man named Richard Ray and he looked like a Jesse with long brown hair in a ponytail. And then I met a woman NAmed Pam who claimed that She owned the house I had stayed at for 3 nights. She resembled my annie exactly. Susan was there she was really nice, she kept saying that pam beats around the desert. I cried and Cried and Cried claiming that I know what it feels like when no one loves you and Then I stared into Pam's eyes and Said "All i need to know is that youre there." I fuckin met up with this asian dude and he told me I could go and then these African ladies Let me out all the way. They were really nice. I met annie outside. she said she thought she could come up and Visit but was told at the Desk that She wasnt allowed. She said she got scared because right as she parked A van parked next to her. Its liscence Plate frame Said something Like-
The AmerWiccan Way. So if this pam lady is a witch. shes a bitch for not understanding the true story. Ive got shit in the back of my head that No one without a heart will ever know. and Im not Crazy. I just want to give back to this world.
yesterday I sat at the Bremerton Ferry Dock with a blindfold on. I played a song on my Giannini and it was played with these Notes- A minor to F to (C open B string). The only lyrics I sang were-Living In a dream, We must become the Change we want to see.
I left a note saying peer in front of my guitar case along with some belongings of mine my history and what not. This dumbass bus driver came up to me and although I couldnt see him, I knew exactly who he was. "Heres ten bucks go kill yourself"
I took the blindfold off and through the ten dollar bill LEFT HANDED(toshowinnocence) people off the ferry who saw, laughed. some guy said right on I was blindfolded so I couldnt see. I continued to play and sing. And then John Wilson Showed up and then we spoke about Phil Elvrums new shit, Then My dad came and told me That I was embarrassing him and that I needed to pack up and leave. and then I said no becausei wasnt doing anything and he got attitude and kicked that Bear Emblem I bought up the road breaking it. I packed up my shit, grabbed a sandwich and threw it away. I Yelled at the dumbfuck busdriver stating that the ferry worker telling me to leave was my father. And then as I walked towards my dad I pointed through my Chest at the Busdriver Telling my dad That The guy told me to kill myself. And then I walked to School.
my dad told me he asked the guy what he had said to me and the Guy was like, "I didnt say anything my MANAGEMENT wouldnt Back me up anyways."
FUCK YOU CAPITALISM!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YOU WICCA!!!!!!!!!AND FUCK YOU AMERICA!!!!!!!
I want out of this country so bad.