you lost the fight but won the war. and no one knows what it is we're really fighting for.
some people use thought not to participate in life, it says in my bible. i use thought to make myself feel worthy of participation. lately i've been feeling as though that has made me appear obnoxious. i was talking to joey about that. i asked him if i had an attractive personality. he said well you could be a lot less obnoxious. fair play, joey. i've seen you shit backwards. (that's a looong story)
yet another thing i didn't know! why is it seemingly so beyond me?
STURGIS FALLS. is overrated. it sucked this year. cj is in mexico that's why. well at like one megan called and i had to go with her. we saw some friends while the youngins were doing their little thing at the band shell (my brother included) and we were laughing at something and this guy came up to us and he was like meg pissed and so we were like huH? it was so uncalled for that we thought he was joking when he said "you need to take the pow wow elsewhere. you're being extremely rude. you're interrupting a BRILLIANT PERFORMANCE!" we didn't really know what to do cos some people can be total arseholes and trick you into feeling guilty so we laughed and walked behind a tree and carried on. it was pretty entertaining.
i saw this tres youch guy in this adorable sweater and some jeans that way that's so choice and, yes, emo-ey. l8er joey and i saw him at the cup and joey said he used to be like retarded. i mean retarded retarded. but i guess he isn't now or something....? w/e. he and joseph were going to have a band or something.
well then andrea and i went back and met up with joey later. we went to kim's oriental store and got botan rice candy and ginsing gum. i was bummed out cos i really like the rainbow tattoos they have with the rice candy but they were two monkey tattoos. NO RAINBOW TATTOOS! needless to say i was quite put out.
omg omg omg omg omg we figured out how to make ur mouth taste like sean smells! oh it's meg brag!
recipe to get ur mouth to smell like sean:
well this is just what i consumed that day. to achieve this particular mouth taste. if you are a slacker or unable to achieve the following tasks, skip to number five and just accomplish that. you've pretty much got it then! maybe if you do that dont brush ur teeth in the morning. i know it's grody but it works. joey decided that it smells like good sweat. an amazing smell if you ask me.
1. brush teeth with peppermint tom's on main toothpaste.
2.eat a couple of those mini doughnuts. that are like way bad for you but so good. mmmm. they must be stolen. or it will have a completely dif. effect.
3.strawberry smoothie. eat the strawberry and moo like a cow.
4. but kettlecorn. and manage to be ogled by old folks with trousers and trouser snakes and old trouser straps and trouser socks. and trouser accompanying plaid fishing shirts with trouser jackets. yikes they scare me. innyhoo. consume part of bag. allow friends to assist. eat part of their funnel cake. lose the rest of ur popcorn because u go to the gas station for ur friends to get big gulps. drink some of ur friends iced tea.
5. purchase botan rice candy and GINSING GUM!
the ginsing gum is the kicker. eat a piece, devour some botan rice candy, chew more gum.
TADA!
we mostly just fucked around the entire five hours we were there. Joey really is quality. aside from the fact that i'm 80% sure he hates me. after a while joey wanted popcorn
so he started asking people if he could have some popcorn. he emerged from the crowd later carrying two bags of kettlecorn.
we saw a really cool hippy playing guitar and singing. so joey was like "THIS GUY'S A GENIUS! WE NEED MORE PEOPLE LIKE HIM!" joey gave him five bucks and a bag of popcorn. then later we walked by and joey noticed there was a bongo sitting next to the guy. so joey was like
can i play the bongo?
the guy was like sure. so joey sat down and we sat with him and he played the bongo for like fifteen minutes. nobody noticed. we should have made that guy money.
when we were walking back from the cup, we saw some people hanging on to the back of a train. so we ran after them. joey tried to get on but he couldn't find a place to jump ove r the fence. tough luck. then! the dudes got off and we realized that one of them WAS SEAN'S OLDER BEAUTIFUL BROTHER!!!holy shit. he and sean have the same laugh. and omg. soooo beautiful. too bad he's like twenty.
we went to mcdonalds cos chad was hungry and guess what song started to play on the radio!?!?! GHOSTBUSTERS!!!!!! so joey and andrea were like we have to dance! we were inside mcdonalds. they got up and started to polka/waltz. but joey was like okay NO SMILING. so they didn't smile. then andrea had a laughign attack and stopped. so andrea and i did the thing where u link arms and walk around in a circle. we got really into it and we tried as hard as we could not to laugh and instead to frown. it was HILARIOUS.
then we left.
today was a shit day in case you care. i have a headache from like eleven oclock. just some stupid fight. all my fault i just have a horrid temper. but idk. thanks axel and svea u 2 r making it go away. the first thing i'mm gonna do tomorrow is...shoot babysit
i was gonna say find the led zep cd but i can't cos i have to bbsit. poooo!
well bk is making me feel good. recently i cried cos some couples have their songs and they really love each other and things just work for them. nobody's even remotely interested in me. i'mm too obnoxious and i have too many words that only i use and i have my own shit. and i always feel like i have to say everything that's remotely funny or makes me seem interesting. i'm so far from interesting. what am i going to do? i wanna see you as you are. like a lonely star. there is more for you but all you gotta do is put yourself with the people. they're the ones who make the world spin. lust in favor you can win.
aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!! thanks axel for making that part better. this is why ur my friend. you always know what to say. why can't i be like that?
well right now i have a really painful lurker right under my nose and i'm trying to get it to be gone but it's taking an army. i hate this.
if the sun can't shine you'll be just fine. look into your mind where you're free. after all, in the end, just pretend.
jesus christ. (and i'm an atheist lol!)
yet another thing i didn't know! why is it seemingly so beyond me?
STURGIS FALLS. is overrated. it sucked this year. cj is in mexico that's why. well at like one megan called and i had to go with her. we saw some friends while the youngins were doing their little thing at the band shell (my brother included) and we were laughing at something and this guy came up to us and he was like meg pissed and so we were like huH? it was so uncalled for that we thought he was joking when he said "you need to take the pow wow elsewhere. you're being extremely rude. you're interrupting a BRILLIANT PERFORMANCE!" we didn't really know what to do cos some people can be total arseholes and trick you into feeling guilty so we laughed and walked behind a tree and carried on. it was pretty entertaining.
i saw this tres youch guy in this adorable sweater and some jeans that way that's so choice and, yes, emo-ey. l8er joey and i saw him at the cup and joey said he used to be like retarded. i mean retarded retarded. but i guess he isn't now or something....? w/e. he and joseph were going to have a band or something.
well then andrea and i went back and met up with joey later. we went to kim's oriental store and got botan rice candy and ginsing gum. i was bummed out cos i really like the rainbow tattoos they have with the rice candy but they were two monkey tattoos. NO RAINBOW TATTOOS! needless to say i was quite put out.
omg omg omg omg omg we figured out how to make ur mouth taste like sean smells! oh it's meg brag!
recipe to get ur mouth to smell like sean:
well this is just what i consumed that day. to achieve this particular mouth taste. if you are a slacker or unable to achieve the following tasks, skip to number five and just accomplish that. you've pretty much got it then! maybe if you do that dont brush ur teeth in the morning. i know it's grody but it works. joey decided that it smells like good sweat. an amazing smell if you ask me.
1. brush teeth with peppermint tom's on main toothpaste.
2.eat a couple of those mini doughnuts. that are like way bad for you but so good. mmmm. they must be stolen. or it will have a completely dif. effect.
3.strawberry smoothie. eat the strawberry and moo like a cow.
4. but kettlecorn. and manage to be ogled by old folks with trousers and trouser snakes and old trouser straps and trouser socks. and trouser accompanying plaid fishing shirts with trouser jackets. yikes they scare me. innyhoo. consume part of bag. allow friends to assist. eat part of their funnel cake. lose the rest of ur popcorn because u go to the gas station for ur friends to get big gulps. drink some of ur friends iced tea.
5. purchase botan rice candy and GINSING GUM!
the ginsing gum is the kicker. eat a piece, devour some botan rice candy, chew more gum.
TADA!
we mostly just fucked around the entire five hours we were there. Joey really is quality. aside from the fact that i'm 80% sure he hates me. after a while joey wanted popcorn
so he started asking people if he could have some popcorn. he emerged from the crowd later carrying two bags of kettlecorn.
we saw a really cool hippy playing guitar and singing. so joey was like "THIS GUY'S A GENIUS! WE NEED MORE PEOPLE LIKE HIM!" joey gave him five bucks and a bag of popcorn. then later we walked by and joey noticed there was a bongo sitting next to the guy. so joey was like
can i play the bongo?
the guy was like sure. so joey sat down and we sat with him and he played the bongo for like fifteen minutes. nobody noticed. we should have made that guy money.
when we were walking back from the cup, we saw some people hanging on to the back of a train. so we ran after them. joey tried to get on but he couldn't find a place to jump ove r the fence. tough luck. then! the dudes got off and we realized that one of them WAS SEAN'S OLDER BEAUTIFUL BROTHER!!!holy shit. he and sean have the same laugh. and omg. soooo beautiful. too bad he's like twenty.
we went to mcdonalds cos chad was hungry and guess what song started to play on the radio!?!?! GHOSTBUSTERS!!!!!! so joey and andrea were like we have to dance! we were inside mcdonalds. they got up and started to polka/waltz. but joey was like okay NO SMILING. so they didn't smile. then andrea had a laughign attack and stopped. so andrea and i did the thing where u link arms and walk around in a circle. we got really into it and we tried as hard as we could not to laugh and instead to frown. it was HILARIOUS.
then we left.
today was a shit day in case you care. i have a headache from like eleven oclock. just some stupid fight. all my fault i just have a horrid temper. but idk. thanks axel and svea u 2 r making it go away. the first thing i'mm gonna do tomorrow is...shoot babysit
i was gonna say find the led zep cd but i can't cos i have to bbsit. poooo!
well bk is making me feel good. recently i cried cos some couples have their songs and they really love each other and things just work for them. nobody's even remotely interested in me. i'mm too obnoxious and i have too many words that only i use and i have my own shit. and i always feel like i have to say everything that's remotely funny or makes me seem interesting. i'm so far from interesting. what am i going to do? i wanna see you as you are. like a lonely star. there is more for you but all you gotta do is put yourself with the people. they're the ones who make the world spin. lust in favor you can win.
aaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!! thanks axel for making that part better. this is why ur my friend. you always know what to say. why can't i be like that?
well right now i have a really painful lurker right under my nose and i'm trying to get it to be gone but it's taking an army. i hate this.
if the sun can't shine you'll be just fine. look into your mind where you're free. after all, in the end, just pretend.
jesus christ. (and i'm an atheist lol!)