self inflicted emotional trauma
I am doing yoga on the wii fit its really pretty fun. I haven’t really seen an improvement but I have been able to relax a little bit more then I normally do. I feel like bursting out in tears but I am trying to remain calm doing my breathing exercises. So far so good.
I try to be honest I think it’s the best thing for a person to do. Live honestly follow there heart to the point of breaking there heart into bits and pieces. I am starting to feel like maybe I should give up maybe I should just live to take advantage of people. Use them up and leave them bleeding at my knees. I could never do that I have too much conscience to much empathy for others. So I sacrifice my heart for the feelings of others. To be just a little part of his life is better. No matter how much it hurts
I have to accept that he never loved me and move on. I have to accept that he already has and even though he wants to be friends he keeps hurting me inadvertently. The sad thing is I think I cause a lot of it. I hurt myself but that’s my fault. Why can’t I forget how I feel? I just wish I could stop following my heart, forget my heart. I can’t and so I will suffer and try to put on a smile through my tears. Maybe one day I’ll be better at this thing called life. Right now though I feel like a failure.
Just breathe
The midnight air will do you well
Believe...
I miss your taste, I miss your smell
The past mistakes that brought you here
Will break the fall for you, my dear
I'll ask the nurse for bandages
Don't send me on my way
Rescue me
from everything, I
just want to live, I
wish I could breathe
Every other day
I sit and wait for the same bad news
Can you hear me say
"I've got nothing left to lose"
Someone please start making sense
And beg the lord for accidents
I've seen the worst case scenario
I'm slowly letting go
Rescue me
from everything, I
just want to live, I
wish I could breath
I feel so emo Yay for hawthorne heights and there emo lyrics
I try to be honest I think it’s the best thing for a person to do. Live honestly follow there heart to the point of breaking there heart into bits and pieces. I am starting to feel like maybe I should give up maybe I should just live to take advantage of people. Use them up and leave them bleeding at my knees. I could never do that I have too much conscience to much empathy for others. So I sacrifice my heart for the feelings of others. To be just a little part of his life is better. No matter how much it hurts
I have to accept that he never loved me and move on. I have to accept that he already has and even though he wants to be friends he keeps hurting me inadvertently. The sad thing is I think I cause a lot of it. I hurt myself but that’s my fault. Why can’t I forget how I feel? I just wish I could stop following my heart, forget my heart. I can’t and so I will suffer and try to put on a smile through my tears. Maybe one day I’ll be better at this thing called life. Right now though I feel like a failure.
Just breathe
The midnight air will do you well
Believe...
I miss your taste, I miss your smell
The past mistakes that brought you here
Will break the fall for you, my dear
I'll ask the nurse for bandages
Don't send me on my way
Rescue me
from everything, I
just want to live, I
wish I could breathe
Every other day
I sit and wait for the same bad news
Can you hear me say
"I've got nothing left to lose"
Someone please start making sense
And beg the lord for accidents
I've seen the worst case scenario
I'm slowly letting go
Rescue me
from everything, I
just want to live, I
wish I could breath
I feel so emo Yay for hawthorne heights and there emo lyrics