big update
This weekend has been hell as have the last two weekends past. I just feel so crappy like there isnt anything good in my life. Jerry is always at his parents house and we never spend anytime together. Whenever he goes out it is always without me. I am seriously starting to doubt our relationship. I decided as jerry does not help with the bills and my mom needs a place to stay to let her move in with me this does mean my little brother will be living with me as well but it should be plausable. Then I will at least be able to buy groceries again. Who knows what will happen but hopefully this will make things better. Last night I had my first bloody nose in 2 years it was really wierd because I had this awful migrane before it started.