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This weekend was to short as usual. I spent Saturday at Jerry’s folk’s place which was pretty fun, with good food as usual. Someone at his apartment complex has a beagle who peers through the blinds he was so cute. I worked with Delilah consistently with the sit command she really likes her chicken treats so she caught on pretty quickly. She can be a smart lil thing but she sometimes forgets. She has gotten rather bitey lately and plays rough I think this is because Jesse plays with her pretty rough. She nipped me and caught a piece of skin caused a little bleeding but we were playing pretty rough at the time and it was an accident. Usually she does the puppy chewy thing starts out soft and then gets to rough that’s when I correct her. I really don’t want her to be aggressive with people.
I have been really depressed lately I don’t know why but I can’t feel truly happy anymore. I don’t want to smile all I feel like doing is crying. It’s not helping my work today. I just don’t want to be here today. Frankly I don’t much want to be alive today. I just want to sleep forever and never have to worry about anything again. Blegh irrational thought I am just to emo today but I so hate my life.
I have been really depressed lately I don’t know why but I can’t feel truly happy anymore. I don’t want to smile all I feel like doing is crying. It’s not helping my work today. I just don’t want to be here today. Frankly I don’t much want to be alive today. I just want to sleep forever and never have to worry about anything again. Blegh irrational thought I am just to emo today but I so hate my life.