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[idreamofjenny]

So tonight I have to CLEAN!!! There is no ifs ands or buts. The dishes must be done the floor must be swept and vacuumed and I must start packing things in boxes. GRR boys are so dumb Jerry thinks just because we will be moving he doesn’t need to pick up after himself anymore. THIS IS SO ANNOYING!!! I am gonna have to slap the stupid outta him if he doesn’t start picking up after himself. I mean when he cooks he dirties every dish in the apartment. When I cook I use as minimal as possible and clean up after I finish. I am so tired of it. He hogs the bed and when I try to talk to him in the morning he is all pissy because he stays up all night playing call of duty. Tomorrow he wants to go out to a party at some dudes house I really don’t want to go, but I kinda feel bad because I want him to stay and I know that’s needy and dumb so I am not going to say anything and just bite my tongue. Then on Sunday he is going to go shooting with a new friend from the naval hospital. I don’t know how I feel about this. This is the friend he races home at night. I am just worried he will start being even more retarded then he already is.

I am kinda dizzy and I have been sneezing all day its driving me nuts. I am so thirsty and my head hurts I kinda feel like I am running a fever. I need to call my grandma and apologize for never calling her back when Jerry decided he didn’t want to visit my relatives. I am so embarrassed and ashamed I haven’t seen grandma in almost a year and I feel awful for what happened. I wish Jerry would have gone it wouldn’t have been bad I am so mad and I feel like such a heel. My grandma waited for us all day >_< I am such a dick.

So this weekend I have no idea what to do with myself. I want to take my puppy out but she hasn’t finished her shots yet so I cant. I don’t know I am bummed out and hungry I want some olive garden and a pitcher of sangria