getting over him any time now
i ate like a cow today. went to the gym and only lifted. grrr. thursday is oc night it makes me think of him. i always secretly wish he will text me durring the show. i bet he doesnt even watch it, he just uses it for a pick up. i am such a bitch to him. this is fucking going to come around,someone admitts their feelings to me and all i say is haha really. wtf. i am a bitch bitch bitch.