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For the past few month, I havnt been very happy, I wasnt getting any support from the people I needed it from, I had dumped yasha again, and things just went down hill from there. WIth my friends, my family, and yasha. I was really depressed. I started hanging out with Ana a lot and she is one of my very good friends. I love that girl to death. I dont think i have ever had someone I felt so comfortable talking to. I have never had a friend that was just so relaxed. she doesnt care about what people think, and she is so supportive. Me and yasha sort of grew apart. I had a few talks with him, and we both decided it was time to move on with our lives. we both decided that we still loved eachother, but that "in love" was not there anymore for either of us. I still talk to him often, and I just want him to have to best. we were together for 2 years and I enjoyed it a lot. I would not have changed our relationship for anything. then about a month later I met Chris<3, I met chris through a friend of a friend, becasue i made some new amazing friends and i love them all to death. Me and chris started hanging out and he started to really like me. I was alittle aprehensive, becasue I just got out of a long relationship with an amazing guy. Me and chris really hit it off, and a few days after i met him we were in down town San rafeal and I asked him what he wanted to do, then he leaned forward and kissed me, and said that thats what he wantes to do. I was really happy. after that we started hanging out almost everyday, and on our first date he took me to a nice little coffee shop in San rafeal, and we looked at the stars over at China Camp. Ever since then we have been completely insepreable. I am really falling for this boy, and I am possotive he feels the same way. today we went and saw the corps bride, and after we went to his AA meeting, heh he isnt an alcoholic, he just came home drunk one night and his parents flipped a bitch. yeah his family is nice i met his mom today. I am going to meet his Dad on friday before we go off to Chris's homecoming. his dad is currently on tour in Florida, becasue his dad is the guitarist in the doobie brothers, which is neat. yeah anyways I havnt made a post in a long time, so I decided to give you all an update on my life. its going so well. I think all the shit i went through these past few months were totally worth it becasue in the end I found Chris, I am a beleiver in faith<33