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i hate that when people become really happy, it's usually because they have a significant other.
i hate that when these type of people find out that you're miserable they assume it to be a weakness for you to not feel constantly pumped for life just because you're lacking what they are so lucky to have.
you must be really insecure if you can't be happy without a boyfriend, right? i feel like i've heard this so much i want to fucking vomit. why don't you just go tell an amputee they must be pretty insecure if they can't go on hikes or take bike rides. or just go tell someone without hair they must be pretty insecure if they can't style their hair or rely on it to cover up their skin when it's cold. or just go tell a retard he must be pretty insecure if he can't be happy without being able to use his brain.
well i kind of just feel like everyone is pretty much insecure about something, and being with someone who they know respects most aspects of their personality and admires their physical attributes just temporarily alleviates the frequent self doubt that is natural for many people.
or maybe i'm just trying to justify how indifferent and cynical and bored i've felt all week.
i thought that maybe after everything went sort of extremely downhill in december they'd be up by now. but i'm just starting to realize, that although i am less consecutively miserable, now i just seep into horrible mood swings. and the fact that there isn't really any pattern, makes it unpredictable and illogical. which makes it harder for me to rationalize with myself, and then it feels worse that i don't even know where it came from but i'm feeling it so it must be significant to me.
i'm really sorry that i'm such a pessimist,
this is just how things are right now
i'm out of things to say to make people laugh anymore.
by the way, this wasn't, in any way, intended to personally assault anyone, but i've just come across another realization that i just need to document somehow.
i hate that when these type of people find out that you're miserable they assume it to be a weakness for you to not feel constantly pumped for life just because you're lacking what they are so lucky to have.
you must be really insecure if you can't be happy without a boyfriend, right? i feel like i've heard this so much i want to fucking vomit. why don't you just go tell an amputee they must be pretty insecure if they can't go on hikes or take bike rides. or just go tell someone without hair they must be pretty insecure if they can't style their hair or rely on it to cover up their skin when it's cold. or just go tell a retard he must be pretty insecure if he can't be happy without being able to use his brain.
well i kind of just feel like everyone is pretty much insecure about something, and being with someone who they know respects most aspects of their personality and admires their physical attributes just temporarily alleviates the frequent self doubt that is natural for many people.
or maybe i'm just trying to justify how indifferent and cynical and bored i've felt all week.
i thought that maybe after everything went sort of extremely downhill in december they'd be up by now. but i'm just starting to realize, that although i am less consecutively miserable, now i just seep into horrible mood swings. and the fact that there isn't really any pattern, makes it unpredictable and illogical. which makes it harder for me to rationalize with myself, and then it feels worse that i don't even know where it came from but i'm feeling it so it must be significant to me.
i'm really sorry that i'm such a pessimist,
this is just how things are right now
i'm out of things to say to make people laugh anymore.
by the way, this wasn't, in any way, intended to personally assault anyone, but i've just come across another realization that i just need to document somehow.