this is my tradition i'm starting.....

[idratherbe_t_p]

This is going to be a tradition that i'm going to start and hopefully i'll be able to keep it.......i'll write you all a "goodnight" poem of some sorts. hopefully it won't be that long....like last time. it was interesting. i must have been on acid or something. haha. but i'm no longer in the dumps so much.......it sucks being hormonal. haha. my brother keeps yelling at me how lame i am keeping a lj when the people who read it are people i see all the time, everyday. but he doesn't understand that this isn't so much for you guys as it is for me. i'm not that selfless, gosh. this is my therapy which will keep me sane. but, onward ho!

The night swirls of black,
Keeping me in and others out.
I'd like to stay in, no doubt,
But tomorrow I'll have to go back.
Back to the time where life continues,
Back where people breathe,
I'll hold on to this night of mine,
And keep the love of me.

The air breathes of dust,
Keeping me dead and others live, (As in i'm allergic to dust mites.....hehe)
I'd like to be clear, revived,
But tomorrow I'll regain my trust.
Trust in the life that i live,
Trust in the air i breathe,
I'll hold on to this air of mine,
And keep the love of me.

i'll just end it there. not sure if it makes sense at all. night!