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today is the first day in about two months i've been able to walk around and be genuinely happy. i'm not sugar high, i'm not hysterically tired, i'm actually just happy to be alive. albeit, i'm very tired, but i'm happy.
gods i'm so much in debt to you for everything. it's hard to put a name on it......but i'm so thankful. in the midst of everything where i was feeling that no one cared or understood enough to really care, you just popped up.
of course, i feel silly being so gushy, but it's the truth.
anyway, it's a revelation that life doesn't have to suck. not everything has to be my fault.
it's hopefully a start. Smile, everyone. The sun is still in its heaven.
gods i'm so much in debt to you for everything. it's hard to put a name on it......but i'm so thankful. in the midst of everything where i was feeling that no one cared or understood enough to really care, you just popped up.
of course, i feel silly being so gushy, but it's the truth.
anyway, it's a revelation that life doesn't have to suck. not everything has to be my fault.
it's hopefully a start. Smile, everyone. The sun is still in its heaven.