freakin' freaked out
My son has a myspace page. he let me in and now I can see him and don't want to embarrass him, but he's so handsome and his friends are so much like my high school friends. I just want him to be safe. I can't believe he's 16 now.
Josie is playing in our back yard with one of the little girls who were sassy to her the other day. I am purposely at my computer instead of hovering at the window.
I feel sad and anxious today. None of my girlfriends are phone available. I almost called my mom because I am just that desperate. I am going to a OA meeting tonight and that will help re-center me. I should enjoy this peace because tomorrow I will have the boys back with their cousin.