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ok, so my PLAN is to get up in time for the 6 am yoga class tomorrow, but you know what they say about good intentions. . .
I got my period two days early (oh, that sucks) but then I won't have it during vacation later this month (oh, that's good)
it's my mom's birthday tomorrow and I have to go over there (oh, that sucks) but I am super busy so I will have to make it brief (oh, that's good)
I am getting a massage tomorrow (oh, that's good) after an awkward email volley with friend the massage therapist about her cancellation policy (oh, that's bad) but massage will be free (uncomfortably good, but massage will help ease tension)
I have to clean the yoga center tomorrow (oh, that's good) but the day is already pretty packed so it's stressing me a bit. . .
I have maintained a weight loss of 29# for over three months now, meaning I have not lost even though I am eating and measuring food the same way and still exercising. . . so I get to call the nutritionist tomorrow and try to do a phone consult. . . I think I need to drop a carb.
Josie is freakin out. . . she doesn't want to go to bed and she is just doing this jerky fake cry thing and it just makes me want to slap her. the problem is that we did absolutely nothing today due to heavy rain and ate crap and watched tv. . . now crap to Josie is fruit and cheese and all kinds of good food, but we did not really eat in a normal routine, so she is totally off her game. I am afraid that tomorrow being busy and goofy routine wise will screw her up tomorrow, too.
we went to a foster training last friday and sat next to our foster coordinator and then today at Barnes and Noble when I ran there quick with Riker we ran into our family social worker--this gives me hope that we might be in their minds and get a placement soon.
ok, I need to deal with the girl. she's making me flippin nuts. grrrr.
I got my period two days early (oh, that sucks) but then I won't have it during vacation later this month (oh, that's good)
it's my mom's birthday tomorrow and I have to go over there (oh, that sucks) but I am super busy so I will have to make it brief (oh, that's good)
I am getting a massage tomorrow (oh, that's good) after an awkward email volley with friend the massage therapist about her cancellation policy (oh, that's bad) but massage will be free (uncomfortably good, but massage will help ease tension)
I have to clean the yoga center tomorrow (oh, that's good) but the day is already pretty packed so it's stressing me a bit. . .
I have maintained a weight loss of 29# for over three months now, meaning I have not lost even though I am eating and measuring food the same way and still exercising. . . so I get to call the nutritionist tomorrow and try to do a phone consult. . . I think I need to drop a carb.
Josie is freakin out. . . she doesn't want to go to bed and she is just doing this jerky fake cry thing and it just makes me want to slap her. the problem is that we did absolutely nothing today due to heavy rain and ate crap and watched tv. . . now crap to Josie is fruit and cheese and all kinds of good food, but we did not really eat in a normal routine, so she is totally off her game. I am afraid that tomorrow being busy and goofy routine wise will screw her up tomorrow, too.
we went to a foster training last friday and sat next to our foster coordinator and then today at Barnes and Noble when I ran there quick with Riker we ran into our family social worker--this gives me hope that we might be in their minds and get a placement soon.
ok, I need to deal with the girl. she's making me flippin nuts. grrrr.