out late
home now.
sometimes, when i am on this rollercoaster, i cant seem to take much more... i get told things disparraging...
then, sometimes, the conversation could go on forever, and i enjoy a radiant smile and engaging presence.
so tired. must sleep. i keep wondering if this girl is sleeping enough. i think shes happier when she sleeps enough.
today i almost cried when i saw my horrible luck at parking. oh man was i frustrated. just when everything seems to go horribly, the silver lining appears.
straws straws straws.... thye just add up and onewill some day break the back..... ill try to keep it together.
i dont know why i keep feeling this little twinge of jealousy.. no i do know, but ... i have to control myself so much these days.
look, but dont touch. touch, but dont taste. taste.... but dont enjoy. (gold star if you get the movie - especially since i may have mangled it... )
so much control... you know, though... the less i control myself the more i ramble on and on and the more i alienate people and the more i forget exactly what it was i am not supposed to do. i suppose its good that there are in between times where i can let go... at least.... sometimes....
thoughts are becoming disjointed as i tire. i think its about time to say goodn night..
went to see a korean bbq taco truck tonight. it was goodish.. night.
up and down and up and down... hey look, theres the beautiful moon. it almost looks like i can touch her ... i know i cant right now but who says i cant reach my hand out and imagine?
good luck today on the way home. providence. thanks god.
sometimes, when i am on this rollercoaster, i cant seem to take much more... i get told things disparraging...
then, sometimes, the conversation could go on forever, and i enjoy a radiant smile and engaging presence.
so tired. must sleep. i keep wondering if this girl is sleeping enough. i think shes happier when she sleeps enough.
today i almost cried when i saw my horrible luck at parking. oh man was i frustrated. just when everything seems to go horribly, the silver lining appears.
straws straws straws.... thye just add up and onewill some day break the back..... ill try to keep it together.
i dont know why i keep feeling this little twinge of jealousy.. no i do know, but ... i have to control myself so much these days.
look, but dont touch. touch, but dont taste. taste.... but dont enjoy. (gold star if you get the movie - especially since i may have mangled it... )
so much control... you know, though... the less i control myself the more i ramble on and on and the more i alienate people and the more i forget exactly what it was i am not supposed to do. i suppose its good that there are in between times where i can let go... at least.... sometimes....
thoughts are becoming disjointed as i tire. i think its about time to say goodn night..
went to see a korean bbq taco truck tonight. it was goodish.. night.
up and down and up and down... hey look, theres the beautiful moon. it almost looks like i can touch her ... i know i cant right now but who says i cant reach my hand out and imagine?
good luck today on the way home. providence. thanks god.