ax and stuffs
first, an article about nubwomen: http://mensnewsdaily.com/2006/07/09/chivalry-died-in-the-garden-of-eden/ sent to me during work hours.
next, links to AX photosets from my friends:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/idprism/sets/72157606084983263/ completely random
http://www.flickr.com/photos/miaoji/sets/72157606079400294/ not completely random
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sklathill/sets/72157606048249843/ massive
ax was fun. ax was tiring. i am back home and constantly being nagged.
work is as usual, but i caught some sickness at AX, so ive been slightly less productive and have had some trouble sleeping.
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and i think today was the first time that i can remember that i told my dad to chill and he didnt blow up.
progress.
and some relief..
and i guess its time to go to bed now that its almost 2.
after a bit of comment.
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being at AX generally confirms what i aleady know about myself. i love looking and i love free time.
the day after i got back from AX i took a day off work (not knowing yet that i was ill) and i spent it doing pretty much nothing. my motivation toward short and mid-term goals was drastically increased. as i attend the daily grind at work, my motivtion slowly fades and all that is left of me is the grind and the fatigue and the blind lust for freedom that lives unappeased.
that said, eric's sister is pretty hot. she grew some, and she is nice, if quiet. she has a slight frame. i find myself wondering if she would look good in some clothes i made, were i to make some. and i was thinking i could make some for eric too. that would be interesting indeed.
i half rescued someone from a situation at AX. in return i slightly sated my appetite for contact. sometimes i think to myself that people i ask for that will never understand or never forgive me for imposing my needs on them, but i never really need that much, so i guess i dont feel horrible about it :).. a little touching is all i need. a little bit of feigned desire. a little bit of pretend love. .... when the love is not pretent, i can stay up all hours and accomplish all things. which reminds me of a bible verse. which i guess i kind of understand now. huh. sometimes i can be so dense.
.. AX overall positive experience. needs less music video bullshit during concerts.
needs more net idol yukie..... and our befriending of her.
so much to say about so little and in so little time.
significantly, ryan has returneded to los angeles. thats going to be interesting.
makes me wonder if i can convince him to start blogging or ..... other online things.
good night everybody.
or nobody. who is more likely to read this.... maybe next time ill just cut the whole thing....
next, links to AX photosets from my friends:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/idprism/sets/72157606084983263/ completely random
http://www.flickr.com/photos/miaoji/sets/72157606079400294/ not completely random
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sklathill/sets/72157606048249843/ massive
ax was fun. ax was tiring. i am back home and constantly being nagged.
work is as usual, but i caught some sickness at AX, so ive been slightly less productive and have had some trouble sleeping.
----
and i think today was the first time that i can remember that i told my dad to chill and he didnt blow up.
progress.
and some relief..
and i guess its time to go to bed now that its almost 2.
after a bit of comment.
---
being at AX generally confirms what i aleady know about myself. i love looking and i love free time.
the day after i got back from AX i took a day off work (not knowing yet that i was ill) and i spent it doing pretty much nothing. my motivation toward short and mid-term goals was drastically increased. as i attend the daily grind at work, my motivtion slowly fades and all that is left of me is the grind and the fatigue and the blind lust for freedom that lives unappeased.
that said, eric's sister is pretty hot. she grew some, and she is nice, if quiet. she has a slight frame. i find myself wondering if she would look good in some clothes i made, were i to make some. and i was thinking i could make some for eric too. that would be interesting indeed.
i half rescued someone from a situation at AX. in return i slightly sated my appetite for contact. sometimes i think to myself that people i ask for that will never understand or never forgive me for imposing my needs on them, but i never really need that much, so i guess i dont feel horrible about it :).. a little touching is all i need. a little bit of feigned desire. a little bit of pretend love. .... when the love is not pretent, i can stay up all hours and accomplish all things. which reminds me of a bible verse. which i guess i kind of understand now. huh. sometimes i can be so dense.
.. AX overall positive experience. needs less music video bullshit during concerts.
needs more net idol yukie..... and our befriending of her.
so much to say about so little and in so little time.
significantly, ryan has returneded to los angeles. thats going to be interesting.
makes me wonder if i can convince him to start blogging or ..... other online things.
good night everybody.
or nobody. who is more likely to read this.... maybe next time ill just cut the whole thing....