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today, as i walked, a girl said "hi". she had makeup on her eyes and she was riding a small bike.
i dont think i will ever know why she said hello, or if we could have been friends... or maybe if we already were, somehow.
things like this are what keep me alive. life is too interesting to just up and leave.
of course, the fact that i may never know this girl -- or why she said hi -- is cause for despair.
the very thing that keeps me around, causes an unyielding pain.
i suppose its good that im not feeling everything like i once did.
still overflowing, and with a random girl on my mind. bad combination... again.
time to play some video games. . .
i dont think i will ever know why she said hello, or if we could have been friends... or maybe if we already were, somehow.
things like this are what keep me alive. life is too interesting to just up and leave.
of course, the fact that i may never know this girl -- or why she said hi -- is cause for despair.
the very thing that keeps me around, causes an unyielding pain.
i suppose its good that im not feeling everything like i once did.
still overflowing, and with a random girl on my mind. bad combination... again.
time to play some video games. . .