things are simple, things are complicated
not knowing what someone thinks of you when those thoughts matter to you can be quite taxing.
but thats what we have alcohol for. i could see myself becoming an alcoholic... but maybe not. i lack the dedication to pain that alcoholics have. sure a little pain is nice now and then, but constant pain is really not my thing.
im a bit more tired than i should be.
there are so many many things to get done.
and people to learn about and from.
but time is short, and people live their lives, and i feel so left behind.
i should avoid weddings for the next few months.
but thats what we have alcohol for. i could see myself becoming an alcoholic... but maybe not. i lack the dedication to pain that alcoholics have. sure a little pain is nice now and then, but constant pain is really not my thing.
im a bit more tired than i should be.
there are so many many things to get done.
and people to learn about and from.
but time is short, and people live their lives, and i feel so left behind.
i should avoid weddings for the next few months.