i wish someitmes, they were more supportive
i found out today that my friend will liikely be escort/translation/bodyguard for a pretty famous japanese person. the interesting part is that its someone who i am a fan of.
i sort of wish that i could somehow talk to her and say 'all the work you do makes me really happy. thanks for sticking with this career and i hope that you love doing what you do as much as i love being your fan.'
there arent very many names that i will easily recognize when it comes to any type of "star". most of the time someone has to give really killer performances for me to notice them. this particular person i started noticing some time ago, and i like her work. i think its a bit of a shame that my friend who will be escorting is not supposed to hang out with me at all during the course of the con. its against policy (of course). i told her she could mention to the VA(s) that her friend is around and we havent seen each other in about 2 months. it would be a good excuse i think to hang out and have dinner. i of course would be the odd man out seeing as i dont speak japanese but i wouldnt mind. i would definitely owe my friend a pretty big favor if she somehow got me into that isituation.
ah well. with my luck i will at best see her in concert and thats about it. go me. its strange right now because i feel like paul atreides (sp). i feel like i can see glimpses of the possibilities over the rolling waves of the sea of time. its really a rollercoaster ride for my heart. i feel hopefull and giddy and disappointed at the same time. not so fun, really.
well. tomorrow is day 0. the weekend is coming. i dont feel ready. i havent been sleeping well the past few days. maybe im more excited than i realize.
and the heavens move.
my will be done, amen.
i sort of wish that i could somehow talk to her and say 'all the work you do makes me really happy. thanks for sticking with this career and i hope that you love doing what you do as much as i love being your fan.'
there arent very many names that i will easily recognize when it comes to any type of "star". most of the time someone has to give really killer performances for me to notice them. this particular person i started noticing some time ago, and i like her work. i think its a bit of a shame that my friend who will be escorting is not supposed to hang out with me at all during the course of the con. its against policy (of course). i told her she could mention to the VA(s) that her friend is around and we havent seen each other in about 2 months. it would be a good excuse i think to hang out and have dinner. i of course would be the odd man out seeing as i dont speak japanese but i wouldnt mind. i would definitely owe my friend a pretty big favor if she somehow got me into that isituation.
ah well. with my luck i will at best see her in concert and thats about it. go me. its strange right now because i feel like paul atreides (sp). i feel like i can see glimpses of the possibilities over the rolling waves of the sea of time. its really a rollercoaster ride for my heart. i feel hopefull and giddy and disappointed at the same time. not so fun, really.
well. tomorrow is day 0. the weekend is coming. i dont feel ready. i havent been sleeping well the past few days. maybe im more excited than i realize.
and the heavens move.
my will be done, amen.