good, but...
i feel pretty good atm. i got my SKIN ticket today and i saw paprika, i want to see it again.
if you want to see paprika in the next week, tell me because i will go see it with you.
as for the SKIN concert, i can only get 1 ticket. sorry.
ive been trying to reach someone lately to go out and have fun, but she keeps.... not.. responding... and im not sure why. she doesnt give reasons... but thats ok. i will keep inviting her because we are friends (at least.. thats what i think?). she lives literally like 10 minutes from me (up the street or somewhat) so i will keep trying. maybe some day she will ask me to stop or (better yet) go out with me. i would have invited her to see paprika today but i think she works on fridays (from what i last heard).
i need to do a bunch of things. tomorrow i am having ramen and going to frys for a few random goodies. hopefully things turn out well.
in other news, i am really bad at giving gifts because nobody ever really tells me what they want. i just have to sort of guess at stuff and hope that things turn out well. i suppose this is true to form as i live most of my life this way, but i hope that some day i learn something that helps me figure out how to pick out gifts for people. i guess most of the time when i am supposed to give gifts im never sure if they want what im getting and when im not supposed to give gifts they say 'no i dont want that'. im not sure why, though.
ok anyway.
yeah im done. i have a lot to sort of rant on about but you know none of it is really all that significant... its just me sort of complaining that im feeling good but lonely at the same time.
i told someone (er.. yeah another one) about my perpetual un-happiness. they say its sad, but really its commonplace so i am pretty used to it. i try to enjoy what i can even if i am rarely happy. at least i have highs like tonight where i feel pretty damn good even without drinking any alcohol.
i miss alcochol. living with parents not cool for getting drunk off ones ass.
ok gnight
if you want to see paprika in the next week, tell me because i will go see it with you.
as for the SKIN concert, i can only get 1 ticket. sorry.
ive been trying to reach someone lately to go out and have fun, but she keeps.... not.. responding... and im not sure why. she doesnt give reasons... but thats ok. i will keep inviting her because we are friends (at least.. thats what i think?). she lives literally like 10 minutes from me (up the street or somewhat) so i will keep trying. maybe some day she will ask me to stop or (better yet) go out with me. i would have invited her to see paprika today but i think she works on fridays (from what i last heard).
i need to do a bunch of things. tomorrow i am having ramen and going to frys for a few random goodies. hopefully things turn out well.
in other news, i am really bad at giving gifts because nobody ever really tells me what they want. i just have to sort of guess at stuff and hope that things turn out well. i suppose this is true to form as i live most of my life this way, but i hope that some day i learn something that helps me figure out how to pick out gifts for people. i guess most of the time when i am supposed to give gifts im never sure if they want what im getting and when im not supposed to give gifts they say 'no i dont want that'. im not sure why, though.
ok anyway.
yeah im done. i have a lot to sort of rant on about but you know none of it is really all that significant... its just me sort of complaining that im feeling good but lonely at the same time.
i told someone (er.. yeah another one) about my perpetual un-happiness. they say its sad, but really its commonplace so i am pretty used to it. i try to enjoy what i can even if i am rarely happy. at least i have highs like tonight where i feel pretty damn good even without drinking any alcohol.
i miss alcochol. living with parents not cool for getting drunk off ones ass.
ok gnight