angst?

[idprismindigo]

my friend maria is driving me batty by ignoring me. (or at least what seems to be ignoring me)

i keep wondering if this is one of those times where i will have to kill a little part of myself to feel normal again.

i really hate it when i have to do that.

at least tomorrow will be well... somewhat eventful.

how on earth am i supposed to find a healthy place to eat.... really. what does healthy even mean :(. i have had suggestions of vegetarian.... but the places suggested serve meat-looking/tasting foods. i would prefer super awesome vegetables to stuff dressed up like meat.

my friend says that the chinese islamic place might be good. never been so not sure. i guess if tomorrows lovely distraction decides that she wants to experiment we can try that.. otherwise i think it will have to be soon tofu or malan noodle.

i really need to find a place where i can feel comfortable taking people. i have so much to learn about food, and nobody to teach me.

p.s. happy hour at the daily grill is pretty awesome. their pot pie is probably some of the best ive had. ever.