mini vacations are nice
lots of stuff on my mind. writing, heat, alarms, new job, girls, er.. more girls., specific girls, swimming, sleeping, love, legend of speed (lol? - yeah its sorta an inside thing), time, accomplishments, goals, communication, rest, money, life.
thats sort of the short list cause its specific things about each of those. quite tired. wish i could sing to someone. its been a while. not just that but i wish i werent so bad at remembering lyrics. i suppose humming to someone would be better. perhaps as they fall asleep. and i could caress their cheek and kiss them and go sleep near by.
ah. the imaginings of fatigue. strangely, ive a lot too say but not much of it makes sense cause its all running together as i prepare to start something new tomorrow.
ill just say. today was good. i mused at the beauty of all things, felt satisfied, and wanted to scream at the moon as the cool night air caressed me.
when i got home, i suddenly felt the emptiness of not having anybody to share a scream with. its happened before, and today it is muted. its a good thing ive a good head on my shoulders.
i can only hope that permission is given me soon... to alter being. not that im strong enough to change things properly. good luck to us.
thats sort of the short list cause its specific things about each of those. quite tired. wish i could sing to someone. its been a while. not just that but i wish i werent so bad at remembering lyrics. i suppose humming to someone would be better. perhaps as they fall asleep. and i could caress their cheek and kiss them and go sleep near by.
ah. the imaginings of fatigue. strangely, ive a lot too say but not much of it makes sense cause its all running together as i prepare to start something new tomorrow.
ill just say. today was good. i mused at the beauty of all things, felt satisfied, and wanted to scream at the moon as the cool night air caressed me.
when i got home, i suddenly felt the emptiness of not having anybody to share a scream with. its happened before, and today it is muted. its a good thing ive a good head on my shoulders.
i can only hope that permission is given me soon... to alter being. not that im strong enough to change things properly. good luck to us.