is anybody out there, or i want to hold the hand inside you.
this week has been bad. i dont really know what has made it bad but it has just seemed to get worse and worse. last thursday i got a parking ticket i would have fought it but tuesday i got a traffic violation ticket for an illegal u-turn and now i need to fight that. i need to get a smog check but the dude at the close smog check place says 'sorry weather looks threatening, no smog check for you' on monday when my only free day to do it is mondays before 11 or so. needed new shoes for a while but this week they started falling apart and my shoe lace on my right shoe broke. to top it off, i also will probably be spending quite a bit of money in a minute or two ordering things from cdjapan as well as this weekend getting a gamecube lcd screen (with audio) and going to the computer show (which costs parking plus an annual pass fee....) whilst avoiding going to my uncles house and attempting to set up an meeting with someone near usc. oh yeah and my WoW mage's guild is doing onyxia. ill prolly have to miss that...
somehow things have just piled up this week. i dont know why it all avalanched at once.
sometimes i wish i could just take a break from life for a while. when i have thoughts like that im reminded of the times that ive gone to hang out in little tokyo with
ming_ling, or the times ive spent hanging out with
juuchan... somehow certain people make me feel like time stops for us and we can live in the moment. sometimes i feel like that when im by myself, but thats more rare.
well, i fell asleep on the floor again today. at least i didnt wake up 30 mniutes from time to be at work.
i am sooo tired...