schoo... work....
work has started again. i want an excuse to take a day off this week, before school starts. i want to go somewhere and be with someone and not have to worry about whether things are done. i want to not sit in front of a computer or tv for half the day when im not at work sitting in front of a computer for pay.
nah, its not as easy as it sounds. my eyes have been tired so i havent wanted to read or pick up the DS either.
i got a few really nice christmas presents. one of them was "just a card", but it gave me that feeling... thats not really describable except in a way that sounds pretty strange. its one of those things that i cant express in words very well, but i wasnt able to express myself physically to thank the person giving me the gift. unsatisfactory behavior on my part, but maybe necessary.
i also got a pretty random present or two. i think from my sister, but i dont know. maybe parents. i got some card based iq/trivia game but i dont think i know anybody who would want to sit down and play it with me.
played rockband for hours at a friends place with a new type of mixed drink that you mix in a punch bowl. it was pretty great. to the point that the guy who normally *doesnt* drink because of the ill effects alcohol has on him told me 'ill have to try that again next time'.
i continue to be vexed by a certain individual, and im not even sure why. i wonder if i like it? i dont know. i guess i like the person enough to put up with it constantly, at any rate.
hanging out with adults is weird. and kinda fun. a its a different world. i enjoy parts of it, but i guess i dont quite fit in as an adult. i know im far behind a lot of these people, but its fine. they are very accepting. i dont want to hang out with them too much, but they do keep asking me to come by to the karaoke bar on monday nights. i guess well have to see.
two of my better friends in the area are going to be leaving for a long time in the next month or two. one of them for about a year, and one of them possibly permanently. the one that might be leaving forever im going to miss more than i realize right now. i really have no idea what im going to do without her. weve spent so many nights out eating, chatting, drinking, enjoying each others company. so many nights when one of us just wanted to get out so we both went out. theres nobody else near who does that with me. she even started wearing cuter clothes sometimes when we go out because she knows i appreciate it. ... yeah im gonna miss her. the last time we were really out, she showed a side of herself that she hadnt shown to me yet, and i think im going to miss her even more because of it. so much fun, so little time.
well, i guess i should really stop peeking back at this to write more and do work more seriously, but theres not much to do yet this week.
i dont know whether ill be doing anything this upcoming weekend, but i think that it might be busy for everybody.
see you soon.
nah, its not as easy as it sounds. my eyes have been tired so i havent wanted to read or pick up the DS either.
i got a few really nice christmas presents. one of them was "just a card", but it gave me that feeling... thats not really describable except in a way that sounds pretty strange. its one of those things that i cant express in words very well, but i wasnt able to express myself physically to thank the person giving me the gift. unsatisfactory behavior on my part, but maybe necessary.
i also got a pretty random present or two. i think from my sister, but i dont know. maybe parents. i got some card based iq/trivia game but i dont think i know anybody who would want to sit down and play it with me.
played rockband for hours at a friends place with a new type of mixed drink that you mix in a punch bowl. it was pretty great. to the point that the guy who normally *doesnt* drink because of the ill effects alcohol has on him told me 'ill have to try that again next time'.
i continue to be vexed by a certain individual, and im not even sure why. i wonder if i like it? i dont know. i guess i like the person enough to put up with it constantly, at any rate.
hanging out with adults is weird. and kinda fun. a its a different world. i enjoy parts of it, but i guess i dont quite fit in as an adult. i know im far behind a lot of these people, but its fine. they are very accepting. i dont want to hang out with them too much, but they do keep asking me to come by to the karaoke bar on monday nights. i guess well have to see.
two of my better friends in the area are going to be leaving for a long time in the next month or two. one of them for about a year, and one of them possibly permanently. the one that might be leaving forever im going to miss more than i realize right now. i really have no idea what im going to do without her. weve spent so many nights out eating, chatting, drinking, enjoying each others company. so many nights when one of us just wanted to get out so we both went out. theres nobody else near who does that with me. she even started wearing cuter clothes sometimes when we go out because she knows i appreciate it. ... yeah im gonna miss her. the last time we were really out, she showed a side of herself that she hadnt shown to me yet, and i think im going to miss her even more because of it. so much fun, so little time.
well, i guess i should really stop peeking back at this to write more and do work more seriously, but theres not much to do yet this week.
i dont know whether ill be doing anything this upcoming weekend, but i think that it might be busy for everybody.
see you soon.