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there is a game, that i have chosen not to play.
unfortunately, it seems that this game is the only one worth playing for the time being.
i know there is a space for me in this game where i want to play, but i think that the "teammate" i would like to have probably couldnt stand me as a teammate.
for now, im going to see if i can find anybody else to play with.
but that one person, at this point in my life, and for NO LOGICAL REASON ( ugh ) is still the person i want on my team right now.
sometimes i hate having emotions. logical thought is so much easier.
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i also must work hard to differentiate between people i can say "i love you" to and not. i wish it wasnt so easy to be misunderstood.
i should be used to it, though, since i like to communicate without words and with touch more often than most people.
unfortunately, it seems that this game is the only one worth playing for the time being.
i know there is a space for me in this game where i want to play, but i think that the "teammate" i would like to have probably couldnt stand me as a teammate.
for now, im going to see if i can find anybody else to play with.
but that one person, at this point in my life, and for NO LOGICAL REASON ( ugh ) is still the person i want on my team right now.
sometimes i hate having emotions. logical thought is so much easier.
--
i also must work hard to differentiate between people i can say "i love you" to and not. i wish it wasnt so easy to be misunderstood.
i should be used to it, though, since i like to communicate without words and with touch more often than most people.