always more distance
and i still dont quite understand the why of it.
but maybe there is none, you know.
because you do it to yourself, and its done to you, but there is no conspiracy; there is no plan to keep the distance increasing.
or at least, thats what you you tell yourself, over and over. in hopes that its true. in hopes that the plan for you is not simply this teasing farce of a brushing touch followed up by the reality of that ever present and always increasing distance between you and others.
between you and your goals.
between you and your purpose.
between you and yourself.
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i hate that im beginning to understand those who lack faith.
but maybe there is none, you know.
because you do it to yourself, and its done to you, but there is no conspiracy; there is no plan to keep the distance increasing.
or at least, thats what you you tell yourself, over and over. in hopes that its true. in hopes that the plan for you is not simply this teasing farce of a brushing touch followed up by the reality of that ever present and always increasing distance between you and others.
between you and your goals.
between you and your purpose.
between you and yourself.
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i hate that im beginning to understand those who lack faith.