yah
hi pain. your dull and dulling bite has been long missed.
ive tried hard to make myself invulnerable to you, but somehow, you always creep back in.
i cant put you down, i cant put you away, so as always, i embrace you.
for a while there, i thought maybe i had won. but youve shown me again.... that i have yet to master my heart.
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i said happy birthday to someone by giving them a bag the other day. i know she doesnt need bags, really, but she said she liked it. i hope she really did. i miss her so. her company always reaffirms my existence. and then some.
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i have distanced myself from myself in order to distance myself from another, yet i still suffer from some lack of self control and better judgement regarding being able to sleep. my mind continues to remain active long after my body begins to sense fatigue. a long story short, i think ill need to use a little more caffeine for the time being. yay drugs.
ive tried hard to make myself invulnerable to you, but somehow, you always creep back in.
i cant put you down, i cant put you away, so as always, i embrace you.
for a while there, i thought maybe i had won. but youve shown me again.... that i have yet to master my heart.
--
i said happy birthday to someone by giving them a bag the other day. i know she doesnt need bags, really, but she said she liked it. i hope she really did. i miss her so. her company always reaffirms my existence. and then some.
--
i have distanced myself from myself in order to distance myself from another, yet i still suffer from some lack of self control and better judgement regarding being able to sleep. my mind continues to remain active long after my body begins to sense fatigue. a long story short, i think ill need to use a little more caffeine for the time being. yay drugs.