ah.
i just spent all of saturday doing mostly nothing and hanging around the house with the house EMPTY. i think if i had a few more days of that in a row, i would be doing all right. the house being empty was important. no pressure, see. it was my house and my space and it was quiet. no tvs, no talking, no cooking, just silence and a constant temperature.
it gave me time not to have to think about other people or what they think or what to say or do. i dont think i said a word all day after breakfast.
today things will be back to normal, i suppose, though at the end of october, my parents will be gone for a bit. i should throw a party. ive been wanting to watch the princess bride with everyone :)
it gave me time not to have to think about other people or what they think or what to say or do. i dont think i said a word all day after breakfast.
today things will be back to normal, i suppose, though at the end of october, my parents will be gone for a bit. i should throw a party. ive been wanting to watch the princess bride with everyone :)