its not often
that i feel physical pain when someone i like is near.
despite all this. despite having ZERO appetite, i went out, and i ate, and i tried to be mostly normal.
nobody really noticed, maybe.
i cant deprive myself of experience, of life, just because im feeling reeeeally bad. what kind of man would i be then? no, i dont think i would be much of one at all.
yesterday, out drinking, my favorite person in the whole world told me "what would you do if the girl you likes says 'dont drink, i dont want you to'?" and i said 'id tell her 'go away'. she then high fived me and said 'so good! you make a fine man.' ... yeah, shes my favorite person in the world for a reason.
anyway its time to pack for vegas and stuff. an dhere i am fucking around on the internet :\
see you soon.
despite all this. despite having ZERO appetite, i went out, and i ate, and i tried to be mostly normal.
nobody really noticed, maybe.
i cant deprive myself of experience, of life, just because im feeling reeeeally bad. what kind of man would i be then? no, i dont think i would be much of one at all.
yesterday, out drinking, my favorite person in the whole world told me "what would you do if the girl you likes says 'dont drink, i dont want you to'?" and i said 'id tell her 'go away'. she then high fived me and said 'so good! you make a fine man.' ... yeah, shes my favorite person in the world for a reason.
anyway its time to pack for vegas and stuff. an dhere i am fucking around on the internet :\
see you soon.