shortish update
still emo, still not feeling like doing much.
at least i saw the girl today. i wasnt sure i would. even when im feeling not so interactive, she makes me want to interact. i was glad she could smile today and that she was a bit more interactive than usual.
she pushed against me today for a small reason, but lately the desire for that kind of touch consumes me.
i want her to want to do it though, and not just do it to some "practical" end like seeing what im looking at.
i wonder how many days this will continue.
at least i saw the girl today. i wasnt sure i would. even when im feeling not so interactive, she makes me want to interact. i was glad she could smile today and that she was a bit more interactive than usual.
she pushed against me today for a small reason, but lately the desire for that kind of touch consumes me.
i want her to want to do it though, and not just do it to some "practical" end like seeing what im looking at.
i wonder how many days this will continue.