overdue update
many little things are lost due to elapsed time, but time is something i havent the luxury of lately.
i opened kiwis, she opened clementines, we shared and worked and talked. shared a blanket for a while. it would be nicer, if the distance between us was less, but it shrinks little by little. i enjoy that. i keep hoping that at some point the closeness is understood on a deeper level. its almost too natural to be, right now. still, spending time with the girl is good for me, even if the lack of sleep it causes might kill me.
we skyped for the first time a while ago. it was amusing to hear her watching anime while i was researching things and also watching anime. her mic is built in to her computer. so is the webcam, i think. i will have to find myself a cheap one like ive been meaning to, soon. and maybe a tablet after this whole mess with the car is worked out....
car is up in the air. re-evaluating value to possibly un-claim as total loss. that would be cool. it would mean less money spent short run and more toward loans. certified used car looks like it will be pushing 10k. not cool.
sister made mint chocolate chip iced cream. she still hasnt done chocolate wafer chips, but maybe she will some day.
car shopping sux. i cant find what i like, because what i like is nebulous and not quantifiable. awesome. well, not really. it makes it hard...
sprained my wrist. can barely type. it hurts after a while. and mousing is out. seems like i cant even play video games for a little bit. going to try tkd again today anyway.
lately my awareness has shifted to the shifty. i dont like shifty. i prefer straight forward things.
also, all of this stuff added up together means making a lot of decisions about my time and money and "life" and it is pretty stressful. pls dont blame me if i seem short or spacey in the mean time. when more of these things are resolved, i think ill be in a slightly better mood.
i still need to make a spreadsheet about my money to see what is going on with it. i was going to figure it out after the car decisions because those are big and mean a lot in terms of budget. a car basically takes away my new job earnings for the year. stressors abound, i say. or should i say stressors, ahoy!?
now that i got my phone out of the way, i should really work on getting a to-do list together and doing things. ive meant to do that for some time.
i was thinking.. should i send milk or white chocolate for white day? i ended up picking milk chocolate. i just cant give white chocolate with a clear conscience. its way too sweet.
spring break is almost here. i need a reason to spend vacation days during spring break. give me a reason and ill get back to you when ive worked out my vacation days (or before to let you know whats going on)
i cant write anymore right now. work to do has cleared my head of all of the other random floaty crap in there :\
study dates are fun.
i opened kiwis, she opened clementines, we shared and worked and talked. shared a blanket for a while. it would be nicer, if the distance between us was less, but it shrinks little by little. i enjoy that. i keep hoping that at some point the closeness is understood on a deeper level. its almost too natural to be, right now. still, spending time with the girl is good for me, even if the lack of sleep it causes might kill me.
we skyped for the first time a while ago. it was amusing to hear her watching anime while i was researching things and also watching anime. her mic is built in to her computer. so is the webcam, i think. i will have to find myself a cheap one like ive been meaning to, soon. and maybe a tablet after this whole mess with the car is worked out....
car is up in the air. re-evaluating value to possibly un-claim as total loss. that would be cool. it would mean less money spent short run and more toward loans. certified used car looks like it will be pushing 10k. not cool.
sister made mint chocolate chip iced cream. she still hasnt done chocolate wafer chips, but maybe she will some day.
car shopping sux. i cant find what i like, because what i like is nebulous and not quantifiable. awesome. well, not really. it makes it hard...
sprained my wrist. can barely type. it hurts after a while. and mousing is out. seems like i cant even play video games for a little bit. going to try tkd again today anyway.
lately my awareness has shifted to the shifty. i dont like shifty. i prefer straight forward things.
also, all of this stuff added up together means making a lot of decisions about my time and money and "life" and it is pretty stressful. pls dont blame me if i seem short or spacey in the mean time. when more of these things are resolved, i think ill be in a slightly better mood.
i still need to make a spreadsheet about my money to see what is going on with it. i was going to figure it out after the car decisions because those are big and mean a lot in terms of budget. a car basically takes away my new job earnings for the year. stressors abound, i say. or should i say stressors, ahoy!?
now that i got my phone out of the way, i should really work on getting a to-do list together and doing things. ive meant to do that for some time.
i was thinking.. should i send milk or white chocolate for white day? i ended up picking milk chocolate. i just cant give white chocolate with a clear conscience. its way too sweet.
spring break is almost here. i need a reason to spend vacation days during spring break. give me a reason and ill get back to you when ive worked out my vacation days (or before to let you know whats going on)
i cant write anymore right now. work to do has cleared my head of all of the other random floaty crap in there :\
study dates are fun.