movies, marathons, walrii, and oysters
spent much of last night watching a&e movie with a friend. twas fun. its not often that i see movies at home like that with someone outside of my family. also lent her 12 monkeys - one of the better movies ive seen. hope she likes it. as she was leaving, we ended up chatting about girls, life, relationships, and maturity. i think i said something strange enough to scare her away in those last minutes.... i never really know what disturbs people until its too late... like saliva.
at least she was wearing the kinds of things i like to see girls in. simple clothes. skirt was nice, except she kept playing with the hem-part. i kept wondering if i should compliment the skirt, but i had the feeling i knew exactly what she would say. something about it being 'just' this or that or .. something. i really did like it, though.
there is going to be a comedy anime marathon beginning on friday. the girl is saying she wont go. i will see if its logistically feasible and if she desires to go, i will attempt to accommodate. the effort and potential complexity of juggling these things in my head sometimes is quite a bit and i hope that the effort is appreciated, though i somehow have doubts.
girl has a question to ask me. she hasnt asked yet. i think shes busy being addicted to fantasy for the time being, although i have hopes that shes investing some time in self-discovery. there are things that i absolutely cannot get over, despite a lot of missing maturity or development.
just now, a question pops into my head (even though i can answer in a hundred ways): 'what is love?'
ive begun to overflow again. this dull pain is growing inside, and im not sure what is going to let it out. it seems this happens more often in the springtime.
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car in the shop, insurance says 'totalled'. thats another expense that i dont want or dont need right now. i dont know if many people have the dislike i do for owing a lot of money to an organization.
updates when i know more.
at least she was wearing the kinds of things i like to see girls in. simple clothes. skirt was nice, except she kept playing with the hem-part. i kept wondering if i should compliment the skirt, but i had the feeling i knew exactly what she would say. something about it being 'just' this or that or .. something. i really did like it, though.
there is going to be a comedy anime marathon beginning on friday. the girl is saying she wont go. i will see if its logistically feasible and if she desires to go, i will attempt to accommodate. the effort and potential complexity of juggling these things in my head sometimes is quite a bit and i hope that the effort is appreciated, though i somehow have doubts.
girl has a question to ask me. she hasnt asked yet. i think shes busy being addicted to fantasy for the time being, although i have hopes that shes investing some time in self-discovery. there are things that i absolutely cannot get over, despite a lot of missing maturity or development.
just now, a question pops into my head (even though i can answer in a hundred ways): 'what is love?'
ive begun to overflow again. this dull pain is growing inside, and im not sure what is going to let it out. it seems this happens more often in the springtime.
--
car in the shop, insurance says 'totalled'. thats another expense that i dont want or dont need right now. i dont know if many people have the dislike i do for owing a lot of money to an organization.
updates when i know more.