can ya hear me major tom?

[idontwearundies]

great things are coming my way yet ive never been so depressed in my life.
i guess its just small problems pilling up and i cant find a solution.
i usually dont feel like this at all.
today kinda just hit me a little hard for some reason.
work was awful. maybe that helped.
i came home and felt like crying like a bitch.

my head should be way up though.
i have you to look forward to.
and im anxious..
because i need you now more than ever.

i lost someone close to me because of silly things
silly things inwhich i had nothing to do with.
but its not bothering me too much.
i could probably give two shits about it.
if i ate enough...

i dont want to be racist. but mexicans dont tip good. and i hate that its true