realization
right soo. i was talking to one of my friends last night, and I came to an extreme realization about myself. I am me, with my weak and strong points, because of myself. Nothing else can ultimatley force me to be affected by any incidient or person, besides myself. I can choose to ignore things, i can choose to be upset, or I can choose to be optimistic. I can choose to make a poor decision or i can choose to make the right decision. So basically what i'm saying is, i should stop envying other people, and just fucking fix myself. I am the way i am, because of my own actions.
and you know what?
i hate myself.
and if i start now, maybe someday i won't.
and you know what?
i hate myself.
and if i start now, maybe someday i won't.