Ain't it hard when you discover that he really wasnt where its at...

Dec 18, 2009 17:55

FAIL
FAIL
FAIL
had my follow up ultrasound yesterday evening. went home and exprienced some of the most horrible pains i have ever felt. the pain was shooting down my right leg making it uncomfortable to even walk/stand. I woke up this morning to a phone call (and pain) from my nurse saying that she got the results back and my ovaries look fine and there is no cyst anymore...
WTF?
why was i still in so much of the EXACT same pain that i was in before? so i asked her and she said basically that its in the gynecologists hands now and theyve done all that they can do there. she suggested that i call and schedule a papsmear then hung up.
hearing that news that my cyst was gone actually made me want to cry.
i know my body and i know it isn't normal for it to be feeling this way, especially EVERYDAY! but what can i do but call and to see the gyno and have her try to figure out what is going on. anyways, i will be going on tuesday morning for a pap smear and some other test i am sure. I hate being a girl. really i do. REALLY!
To top it all off, i think all of this is causing some serious damage on my confidence level for some reason.
I keep feeling like i am not good enough or interesting enough...
or pretty enough.

Please don't stop lovin' me...
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