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Dropped her off at the ferry. Called my mom. And fell in love with my life. Played City and Colour. Felt too much. Cried again. Heard from a close friend. Heard she's scared. Heard my heart drop. Started studying, learned I havent learned much. Watched him speak. Shared clothes. Listened to Owen. Warm in bed. Too comfortable, too safe to fall asleep. I fight the dreams as my body twitches trying to fall asleep. I'm warm. I'm safe. I dream. Too much. I wake up, from your alarm, but you say you're staying. We fall back asleep. I wake up, and my words arent lost anymore. I could say everything. Protecting myself still; I've got a best friend.