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I start entries all the time but never finish them. I got back to Stony Brook on Monday. Eddie and Maggie met me and Philipp at the LIRR right up the street. I left Framingham at 11:55, and arrived at SBU at 8 at night. Over the weekend I got a cold. So this week I was extremely sick, and spent a full day and night in bed with a fever. Then I began to get homesick. I wasn't sure if going home had made the situation worse or it was just my poor health. But I didn't tell my parents because I didn't want to worry them. A good dose of Nyquil, and rest fixed me up. I began to feel more at home, and at ease. i was worried because everyone said I wasnt acting like myself, and it freaked me out. Then I realize that people here see me as extremely happy. And then the next day, when I was back to normal health, I felt more like myself, not realizing before that I was different, and that I am happy.
I've fallen in love with my friends. It almost hurts. I appreciate them all individually. These few weeks feel so much longer. I'm amazed at how close we are and how much fun we have. I guess you could say this was my first official weekend here on campus, and honestly so far, I'm extremely pleased. Saturday night we went into the city, because half of our crew are city kids, and Boston kids. I didn't get back into Douglas until 5:30AM. That is why I am wide awake now, at almost 3AM. I can't even begin to explain the nights I've been having. Words can not describe or live up to the times we have. I'm sure I could do it, but the entry would be years long.
Academia is slipping through the cracks. But I refuse to let it all crumble. Me and Maggie constantly have heart to hearts, and I realized how important it is for me to prove to myself what I can do. So this week will be a test with what I can handle.
Maggie's been listening to CIty and Colour. It stings, but I cant stop either.
I've fallen in love with my friends. It almost hurts. I appreciate them all individually. These few weeks feel so much longer. I'm amazed at how close we are and how much fun we have. I guess you could say this was my first official weekend here on campus, and honestly so far, I'm extremely pleased. Saturday night we went into the city, because half of our crew are city kids, and Boston kids. I didn't get back into Douglas until 5:30AM. That is why I am wide awake now, at almost 3AM. I can't even begin to explain the nights I've been having. Words can not describe or live up to the times we have. I'm sure I could do it, but the entry would be years long.
Academia is slipping through the cracks. But I refuse to let it all crumble. Me and Maggie constantly have heart to hearts, and I realized how important it is for me to prove to myself what I can do. So this week will be a test with what I can handle.
Maggie's been listening to CIty and Colour. It stings, but I cant stop either.